The Speech TEDx Rejected

to be fair, it’s not as if they read it…

Hey all, so I was approached a few months ago and asked to apply to speak at the upcoming TEDx in Santa Cruz. This sort of thing isn’t something that is normally on my radar, but because someone I know asked me to apply – I figured it was worth checking out.

In the course of filling out the application, I felt like I had to actually write the speech. The problem is, is once I write a speech I gotta give the speech. This, written for the TEDx audience, is something I really want to give. I recently got the email from them saying that they got SO MANY submissions and decided not to go with mine. But now I’ve written this speech, I can’t just leave it on my hard drive never to be shared.

So I’m putting it here. A couple notes on it: 1) It has not been edited (TEDx points out that there is a comprehensive editing process involved in their speeches, this got none of that) 2) Since this speech wasn’t scheduled to be given until April, I’m referring to the new name of my organization. Watch this space to see more info on our renaming! 3) The TEDx folks didn’t actually read this speech. They had me answer a bunch of questions about it. 4) I feel like I took a couple big swings here, hoping to find out how people would respond. I may never know now. 5) For those of you who read this blog regularly, you’ll certainly recognize some of these themes… hopefully some of this is still new for you.

After all that, here you go:

When I was a boy, I figured that there were two kinds of people; people who made things happen and people who were affected by what happened.

I wanted to be someone who made things happen.

As an adult, my perspective has changed. There are people who are close to our apparatus of power, and there are people who are far away from it. The people who are close to it get to make things happen, and the people who are far away from it do not.

I’m Evan Morrison, Executive Director of People First of Santa Cruz County. We are the newest, nimblest homeless services agency in Santa Cruz County. Our founding members are made up of industry veterans who wanted to have an agency through which we could serve the community as we saw fit. So we started a new one.

Every day I work with the most disadvantaged people in our community. I also work with the most advantaged people in our community in an effort to make a difference with our homeless residents. And I think that our homelessness situation, our crumbling democracy, and our crumbling institutions, are all symptoms of the same disease. I think we have a civic crisis in America.

We are accustomed to our systems not working. We are used to our government not working. We are used to our healthcare providers not working. We are used to our education being broken. We are used to businesses extracting profit from us instead of serving our needs. We are used to seeing homeless people on the street. And yet, we should be used to none of these. We are used to them because we feel powerless in this system.

We feel powerless in this system because we are. We have to spend so much energy psyching ourselves up, thinking “I can make a difference!” “one person can make a change!” “my voice matters!” because the truth is that the system is stacked against each one of us. In order to make a difference, we have to overcome the resistance built into our system.

We need to re-make our democracy if we want our democracy to work. Our democracy was made to serve 2.5 million people. We now have over 330 million. It is absurd to think that any system would scale effectively when stretched to over 100 times it’s original capacity, yet that is exactly what we have done with our most sacred of systems; democracy.

People made this system, and people can change this system.

We’ve spent so much collective energy excoriating our founding fathers, that we’re forgetting that they were regular people who were prone to error – just like we are. And if they could make a democracy that fit their values, then we can make a democracy that fits ours.

If our government doesn’t meet our values, we must change it. If our constitution doesn’t meet our values, we must change it. We say how it goes.

How does this relate to homelessness? I work with people who are homeless every day, and I work with them to make progress in their lives such that they can end their homelessness and be in a good place in life. All of the people I have worked with owe their prolonged homelessness to a failure of our systems. We have remedies in place to address any issue they may have. We have just failed to deploy them effectively.

Humans are a community animal. If someone is suffering in our midst, it reflects on us just as much as it reflects on them.

Homelessness is a crisis. For hundreds and thousands of years, humanity has been responding to crises. We rally together, we deal with the crisis, and then we go back to our regular lives. What is the crisis? People don’t have places to live. So we make or identify homes for them. It’s called homelessness after all, so logically we’d solve this crisis by putting people in homes.

Yet something is stopping us. We don’t have a lack of resources. We don’t have a lack of land. We… have gotten used to our system failing. We have gotten used to thinking of the system as saying no to solutions, and being powerless to change the system.

But the system isn’t just a system. The system is us. All it takes is us coming together, agreeing on solutions, and implementing them. But in every area, on every issue in this country, we are standing apart.

How many of you have a personal relationship with your local elected officials? Of those who don’t, how many of you know someone who does who can help to advocate for you on your behalf? I’m guessing most of the people listening to me now do not. That is not okay. How can we affect a system, any system, without having a relationship with it? How can we affect a system made of people without having a relationship with the people inside of it?

We cannot.

I’m going to make another assertion. That the experience of having no say over systems that don’t serve us, and that are clearly broken – that experience itself causes trauma. It drives us to paranoia. It drives us to conspiracy thinking. It drives us to think that the best thing to do is to burn it all down.

We’ve created beautiful things in this country, but if we don’t modify those things to meet who we are today….

It may very well be burned down.

I feel like I’m supposed to have an uplifting message here. This is a TED talk, after all. I don’t have one yet. I’m so accustomed to working on unsolvable problems, problems that need everyone’s attention yet aren’t getting that attention… that it’s hard for me to imagine an America where folks rally to end this crisis that is happening right before all of our eyes.

But I will say this. That desire I had, when I was a boy, to be someone who made things happen. That cannot be a goal for everyday Americans. It should not, it cannot be something to aspire to – as it was for me. It needs to be a reality we are all born into.

But for that to be a reality, we have to stand up for each of us to be heard. You fighting for your say won’t get us there. Us fighting for all of our say will. Let’s make a promise to each other that we will ensure that each of us has access to power. Let’s commit that we all will share that power, in a way that doesn’t exploit any of us. Let’s promise to work together, and not at odds with each other.

About homelessness, I’ve found myself saying that it’s an all hands on deck situation – but no one knows where the deck is. The obvious solutions seem impossible and the subtle solutions seem invisible. Our homeless family members, friends, neighbors, and community members have been forced to give up everything on the path to becoming homeless. But… are we willing to sacrifice so our neighbors can get back to having good lives, as we do? Are we willing to sacrifice some of our parks or open spaces? Are we willing to sacrifice how we thought our cities should look? Are we willing to sacrifice how we thought our careers, or our lives, would go? Is your career actually fulfilling, anyway? Are we willing to sacrifice our profits, so that our neighbors can have good lives like ours? Are we willing to drop what we are doing and embrace one of our deepest callings as humans… to help other humans in need?

In the all hands on deck metaphor, the deck is our neighborhoods. The deck is our towns, our cities, our communities. If we go outside and talk to people, that is where we need to be.

One thing that makes humans unique in the animal kingdom is our ability to adapt. When we are faced with a challenge, we adapt so we can overcome that challenge. In America, we adapted and overthrew the yoke of monarchy. We adapted, and undid legal slavery. We adapted, and fought to end two world wars. We adapted, and we went to the moon. Each time we adapted, we became stronger and expressed new dimensions of who we are as a country and as a people.

It is now time to adapt to our current crisis. What is clarifying about crises is eventually, the only way to move forward is to throw out some of the old ways of doing things. We have reached that time now with homelessness… and with the state of our country.

I want us, I want America, to be what it’s going to take to end homelessness here. I want us to be stronger not just in fighting wars or accomplishing feats, but in loving each other. In your own communities, in whatever way you can, join me. Let’s end homelessness together.

Well, 2024, We’re Here Whether We Like it or Not

I’m coming into 2024 with a lot on my mind. We recently had to say goodbye to our good friend Joshua Coffy. My father in law passed away this year. Burning Man was a mess…

Professionally, someone recently told me that what my org is doing is “meteoric.” Since being nothing but an idea at this time in 2020, as of Tuesday we have nine full time staff, and handful of part-time staff, a budget over $1 million, and are about to move into our first real office space. Our initial program housed 45% of it’s participants in it’s first 14 months. And, there is so much more coming in 2024. The possibilities and opportunities on the horizon in 2024 are truly mind-boggling to me. I find myself looking into the future, seeing a bunch of question marks, and taking actions today to get answers to those questions. It is a challenge that I find myself relishing – even though it is often stressful.

The next thing for me is really cementing the way that we provide services throughout the organization. One thing, of many, that is going to distinguish us over time is delivering very effective services. To do that, we are going to have to codify what that means internally. I’m excited for that. A cool thing about our organization being about growth, healing and ending homelessness is that the growth and healing happens on our team as well. Yet, if we are about that internally as well as externally, how do we manage the logistics of that? This is a question I’m eager to answer.

Local politics will also determine the trajectory of what my org is doing. There are sales tax measures on both the city and county ballots that may directly fund our programs, if passed. There are also three elections at the county supervisor level that will change what decisions get made in our entire region.

My daughter (facebook link) continues to amaze me in her short time working in acting and modeling.

And yet, all bets are off if Trump wins in November. The relative stability that has marked our country since the Great Depression will be in danger, if not outright gone immediately. Professionally, I sometimes worry that I’m re-arranging deck chairs on a sinking Titanic. No one’s life will improve in the long term if Donald Trump serves another term, and that reality is going to present all of us with challenging decisions to make.

If you read me regularly, you know that Democracy is a prime value to me. I understand and sympathize with folks who feel like our system is broken. I agree that it is broken. But we cannot throw it out to replace it with a dictator. Those of us who criticized him in 2015 turned out to be right – please listen to us now as we continue to criticize him. He will dismantle the very thing that does actually make America great. I’m sure this list is just a start.

Press on RV Safe Parking and Homelessness

Had a brief segment on KSBW

Got a good write up in the Santa Cruz Sentinel

If you noticed that the article in the Sentinel said that our wait list was 37, while the KSBW segment said that our wait list is nearly 50 – it’s because our list grew quite a bit in just two days.

Also gave my perspective on the shutdown of the Footbridge Services Center

Paid The Cost Podcast

Had an incredible conversation with Nativo on his Paid the Cost podcast at the end of August, about homelessness and my life in general. Here is the link to the episode itself.

Also, Alejandro (here’s his Instagram) made this incredible image of me, hearkening back to when I did outreach with people who are homeless and handed out cookies as part of that outreach…

On KSQD talking about Homelessness in Santa Cruz

I made an appearance on community radio

In case you want to hear me on the panel with a couple of homeless activists, (including Reggie from Santa Cruz Cares) hosted by Ami Chen Mills, talking about the current homeless situation in Santa Cruz – here is the youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiJOP0MbSPA

RV Safe Parking for Santa Cruz

I’m really excited that my organization, The Free Guide, is in the final stages of preparation before launching an RV Safe Parking program with the city of Santa Cruz.

Here’s a local article about the program. If you or someone you know would benefit from this program, feel free to reach out.

In the Press; What’s next for our homeless population after an encampment is closed?

let’s create a plan

I’ve been relatively quiet on this blog recently. But since I’m being quoted in local press, I figure now is the time to share a little bit. In Santa Cruz County, it’s time to start shifting the conversation around homeless from complaining about it and reporting on the facts of it to talking about what it’ll take to actually end homelessness here.

In this article, that’s part of what I’m laying out in my quotes.

a photo of the Good Times article. Because I felt like putting a caption here

Yet, what it’s going to take to end homelessness here (or anywhere in this country) remains elusive. Even though I could be considered an expert on the topic, all I have to offer are educated guesses myself. What we need, at least in Santa Cruz County, is more refined data. With refined data, we can evaluate what sorts of programs are successful and make sure that we have programs to meet the needs of each person experiencing homelessness. To their credit, the county is coming up with a way to get more refined data on our homeless residents. With decent data, I think we can start to develop a plan to end homelessness here. If we have a plan, then we can evaluate each action that the community takes through the lens of that plan. Without a plan, we end up with what we already have: What seems to be (to someone who is outside of the decision making process) an unrelated series of decisions and events that may or may not lead to anything. Without a plan, we end up going from urgent issue to urgent issue, without necessarily thinking in the sort of long term way that’s needed to actually make a notable dent in this years long issue.

But data is also more than just data points. In order to have good policy, we need our people who are crafting policy to understand the problem outside of the raw data points itself. That’s why one of my organization’s goals is to provide education; about what it’s like to be homeless, what it’s like to be a service provider, and what challenges we all are facing as we grapple with this issue. We aim to provide this education to everyone, because every single one of us are in a position to influence policy.

You’re going to see some of that here on this blog, but if you want to be sure to see it more regularly you should connect with my org, The Free Guide, on social media. We are only at the stage where we have launched our socials, we have not mastered the art of social media at all. But as we get better at them, you’ll get a bunch more good content from us on this stuff:

Instagram: @thefreeguide

Twitter: @the_freeguide

Facebook: Santa Cruz Free Guide

Email: santacruzfreeguide@gmail.com or contact@thefreeguide.org

If you are a member of the media and reading this, I’m interested in any project that can help the general public understand the realities of homelessness. I think it is truly going to take community wide action to address this issue. So, fire away with any questions or assistance you may need.

Building A Veterans Village in Santa Cruz County

I am very excited that we are able to share the next step in this project that so many of us have been working on for so long. I’ll go ahead and post the press release here:

A proposal to purchase the former Jaye’s Timberlane Resort to provide permanent supportive housing for local veterans was accepted on November 10, 2021 in seemingly perfect preparation for the November 11th celebration of Veterans Day when the nation honors those who have served in the United States Armed Forces.

This “Veterans Village,” a first for Santa Cruz County, will provide a permanent affordable housing solution for veterans and their families, complete with on-site support services, amenities, outdoor recreation, and a supportive community of peers.

The Santa Cruz County Veterans Memorial Building Board of Trustees (Vets Hall) teamed up with Community Foundation Santa Cruz County and Santa Cruz County Bank to secure funding for the project. Community Foundation Santa Cruz County will provide low-interest financing for the project in conjunction with Santa Cruz County Bank. The Community Foundation has also launched the Veterans Village Fund with a $75,000 matching grant. All donations in November up to $75,000 will be matched by the Community Foundation in honor of Veterans and their service to our country. Donations can be made here: www.cfscc.org/vetsvillage

“Our veterans cannot afford to live in Santa Cruz and many struggle to get by on their current benefits. As we see more veterans come home from Afghanistan in need of support and community, the time is now to develop a solution for permanent supportive housing for our Santa Cruz County veterans,” said Chris Cottingham, Executive Director of the Vets Hall.

During the COVID-19 pandemic, Santa Cruz County Veterans Memorial Building (Vets Hall) hosted a 24/7 Emergency Shelter for 16 months through their C.A.R.E. (Community Aid Resource Effort) Program, funded in part by a $20,000 grant from the Community Foundation. It was then that Cottingham discovered there are currently 179 veterans in Santa Cruz County that are eligible for supportive housing funds; many of whom are in poor temporary living situations or homeless.

The Jaye’s Timberlane property in Ben Lomond has a four bedroom, three bath home plus office with 10 additional cabins with their own kitchens, bedrooms, and bathrooms on nearly six acres of land. The turnkey property will be able to house 16 veterans and their families and Vets Hall will develop a phase two project to develop further housing capacity on the land for a total capacity of 40 veterans.

“This project is led by veterans for veterans,” said Cottingham. “And the village atmosphere will support community as well as self-sufficiency.” Cottingham explained that the project has been nearly two years in the planning and as it becomes a reality, “it will be a community effort, using local services, vendors, and workers.” 

“It takes a village to support the Vets Village,” said Susan True, CEO of the Community Foundation. “Purchasing this property makes a significant step towards ending homelessness for our veterans and we’re honored to work with the Vets Hall, Santa Cruz County Bank, and generous community members to help solve local challenges together.”

Instrumental support on this project came from Veterans Village Committee members and supporters: Veterans of Forgeign Wars, American Legion, United Veterans Coalitions, and Support Services for Veteran Families; Santa Cruz Free Guide; Robert Ratner with the Housing for Health Division of Santa Cruz County; Front Street Paget Center; and Supervisors Manu Koenig & Bruce McPherson, realtor Paul Zech, Jack Tracey, Lynda Francis, David Pedley, Stoney Brooks, and Keith Collins.

About Santa Cruz County Veterans Memorial Building

Santa Cruz County Veterans Memorial Building is a 501(c)3 non-profit who since 1995 has committed to first supporting the Santa Cruz County Veterans and the community as a whole. In partnership with the County of Santa Cruz and the United Veterans Council, they operate the Veterans Memorial Building located in Downtown Santa Cruz. Their unique model of business allows them to use the Vets Hall facility and the revenue generated, to provide support and services for Veterans and their families in the Santa Cruz area. Learn more at https://www.veteranshall.org/  

About Community Foundation Santa Cruz County

Since 1982, Community Foundation Santa Cruz County has brought together people, ideas, and resources to inspire philanthropy and accomplish great things. The Community Foundation helps donors and their advisors invest wisely in causes they care about, to provide grants and resources to community organizations, and to offer leadership around key local issues. The Foundation manages more than $187 million in charitable assets and provides customized and tax-smart giving solutions that resulted in more than $21 million in grants in 2020. Thanks to generous donors, over $131 million in local grants and scholarships have been awarded locally since 1982. The Community Foundation seeks to make Santa Cruz County thrive for all who call it home, now and in the future. Learn more at www.cfscc.org

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This project has come this far because of a community effort. If you have time, effort or resources to donate please feel free to comment or email me directly at evan@thefreeguide.org

If you would like to donate money to this project, you can do so here: https://cfscc.fcsuite.com/erp/donate/create?funit_id=3442

Press so far:

Sentinel: https://www.santacruzsentinel.com/2021/11/10/santa-cruz-nonprofit-converting-san-lorenzo-valley-resort-into-vets-village/

Lookout: https://lookout.co/santacruz/civic-life/story/2021-11-11/homeless-veterans-village-santa-cruz-ben-lomond-community-foundation-veterans-day

KSBW: https://www.ksbw.com/article/santa-cruz-resort-homeless-veterans-support/38228232

SLV Press Banner: https://pressbanner.com/vets-village-provides-sustainable-housing-for-homeless-veterans/

Good Times:

UPDATE: Here is a good update on how far this project has progressed as of September 2022